However, due to the location of her lump, and the calcifications of her cells, ALMC was unable to perform the biopsy. She was referred to the Mayo Clinic in Rochester for the completion of the procedure.
After four separate biopsies, Rajala anxiously anticipated her 4 p.m. appointment with the doctor for her results.
"I'm so sorry about your diagnosis," the unaware radiology technician stated.
Quickly, moist dew skated down her cheeks, as Rajala's face twisted in anguish with the news that struck her like the blow of a hammer. Believing she had just been handed a death sentence, Rajala's body trembled, as her mind spotlighted cherished moments in her life.
"How do I tell my children I'm going to die? How do I say goodbye?" Rajala thought.
Realizing the mistake, the radiology technician sprung into action. Rajala's consultation followed immediately. Her clumping of cells was determined to be Stage 1 in her diagnosis of breast cancer. Eighty-five percent of women diagnosed with breast cancer have no family history of the disease.
After receiving the information, Rajala was left with overwhelming questions, and the decision of how to proceed in her personal battle against breast cancer, in a very short time.
"It's like ‘Let's Make a Deal,’" said Rajala. "You have three doors to choose from."
Rajala's options were having a lumpectomy, a mastectomy, or chemotherapy and radiation. In weighing her choices, she turned to other women in the New Richland area who have been victorious in the struggle against breast cancer.
"Amy Ferber, Jackie Schultz, Dayna Besser, Georgia Dineen and several others were my role models," Rajala said. "Each person’s journey and decision may have been different, yet each reached out to me, answered my questions, were supportive, and embraced me."
Ultimately, Rajala underwent a mastectomy in March 2011, deciding it was her best personal option for survival. Today, she is required to take the pill tomoxifin (a cancer inhibitor) daily, and will for the next five years. Also, she is slated for reconstructive breast surgery early next month.
"As lucky as I was to have been diagnosed in the early stages of breast cancer," Rajala said. "I sometimes feel guilty for not having suffered enough, when compared to others."
However, many would disagree.
The self-described "emotional sap," still encounters "waterfall" days, though she embraces life a bit differently, today.
"We now have required F.F.F. (forced family fun) days," she chuckled. "Enjoy life, or do chores."
Rajala is grateful for the unwavering support of her husband, Xan Johnson, children Sally, Raece, and Maurya, and the caring citizens of New Richland. The kindness they have given to her by reaching out and brightening those cloudy days has made her realize how much people do care.
October is breast cancer awareness month.
"Have a mammogram," Rajala said. "Early detection and treatment can save a life."
